Be Yourself

Be Yourself

Your True Self


In order to be Yourself – your True Self, not your Matrix self – SO much must be cleared away. All that you absorbed from the Matrix-mind has to be shown the exit.


Yes, be yourself! But in so affirming that expression, be sure you first know the difference between who YOU are and what you’ve accepted as ‘you’ (the big, real YOU vs the programmed, Matrix created distortion little you).


Authenticity comes only after knowing the Matrix-mind & and the insidious false coding it inserts into us and clearing all that falsity away.


Authenticity is just like true cleansing – it only happens when the obstruction leaves the body. It is not hypothetical. It is actual.


May we all get to our authentic truth and relish in the fullness of that divine Spirit. Let us gain the sight we need to bring ourselves back from the Matrix-mind so we may truly be Ourselves!


in loving service,



Modeling the Matrix: Dispelling The False Light Codes* of the Fashion Industry

Modeling the Matrix: Dispelling The False Light Codes* of the Fashion Industry

The False Light Codes of the Fashion Industry


I was surrounded by fashion-culture from birth. My mother was very much into high-end brands and she loved to acquire beautiful clothes – for both of us. Weekends were almost always spent in Beverly Hills between Neiman Marcus and Rodeo Drive. By age 10, I already revered models and was a regular in the Neiman Marcus Children’s fashion shows.  I absorbed all of this and was given the message in a 101 ways that these clothes and the images of physical ‘perfection’ that modeled them were the absolute ultimate to which one could aspire. That message was a false light code created by the Matrix but instilled/installed by the people around me.


Well, let’s just say that this particular false light Matrix code would seriously warp me in time. I developed eating disorders in the extreme, my bedroom walls were covered in magazine images and I wound up with a shopping addiction later in my life.


Even though I came to terms long ago with how fashion and image idolatry seeded those debilitating conditions in my life, it was only through really waking up to the Matrix that I fully came to grips with what had happened to me and what was happening universally by way of the fashion industry. It was far, far more disturbing than I had realized before I saw it through the eyes of understanding the Matrix.


You see, the Matrix uses the things we are foolish enough to idolize to make us as weak as possible.


The ‘Anti-Energetic Force’ Behind the Matrix


Here’s the truth about what’s behind the fashion industry: it’s aim is to make you weak by celebrating perversions of the physique.  I used to think the reason the models on the catwalk were so thin was simply to best showcase the clothing. No. While that may be one small reason, the real reason is to condition people to become enamored by a sickly form that is unattainable without constraining life in the person and causing sickness. If you really think about how the Matrix operates and why these models are so thin and so young and androgynous its because those are the markers of the perverted Matrix:


  1. emaciated = sick,
  2. very young = they are driven by pedophilia; and
  3. androgynous = the nullification of gender/desecration of the Divine Creator.


These are three key markers of the ‘anti-energetic force’ behind the Matrix. They want you sick and revering sickness. The clothing itself is just a vessel through this end is accomplished.


It’s pure evil designed to make us fight with our bodies and ruin our health by yo-yo dieting and to reject our maturity and gender, both of which support our connection to our true power.


What’s behind the fashion industry is more wretched than you can possibly believe, not to mention the destruction the production of these clothes cost the earth and the workers who are cruelly forced to labor to make them in sub-human conditions. I realize that there are some ethical clothing manufactures in the world. But they are rare exceptions.


The reason I wanted to pull back the veil and single out what’s behind the fashion industry (when every industry is equally culpable in its perversions thanks to the Matrix’s master-plan to exploit and destroy us), is because the perversions have been so well hidden and need to be called out for all to see.


Why does the fashion industry idealize the grotesquely thin, extremely young and androgynous? Because they want to make you weak. You become weak when you revere something weak and perverse. It’s pretty clever but so dark and ugly.


It’s a category that has gone so deep into the grotesque without even really being noticed as such. Can’t let ’em get away with it any longer. See through it. Love your body, be strong and healthy and glow with your maturity.


Those false light codes had me hypnotized and blind to the reality for decades.  But I’m free now. It’s SO good to be free! There is greater beauty and true loveliness that honors the Divine Force of Life beyond those illusions and all the vanity that compels it. Oh Vanity…there’s a major false light code that I’ll try to address soon.


in loving service,


Natalia Rose


False Light Codes


  • False light codes: perversions of information that are programmed into you through brainwave entrainment, repetitive experiences and/or traumatic experiences.
Cleansing From The Matrix

Cleansing From The Matrix

Cleansing From the Matrix Construct


“How do we cleanse our minds/bodies/emotions from the Matrix construct?” This is the burning question for this installment.


To understand the Matrix and how to cleanse oneself of It, one first must understand that the Matrix is filth – literal filth. This is not my subjective opinion. This is a literal, objective fact based on Natural Law.


Filth is a factor of the decay cycle which begins with stagnation, progresses into calcification and ultimately descends into putrefaction where decay is bred and proliferates.


Divine Flow


Stay with me now: what is the opposite of stagnation? FLOW! The God-head/Source/Creator must flow through Its creation. But what if something happens and it cannot flow? Say there is a disconnect — a FALL FROM GRACE?! What would happen then?


Well, with no flow from Godhead/Creator to Its creation. the creation would stagnate and begin the decay cycle and NEED a source of ‘food’ or ‘fuel.’


You see, humanity is trapped within a Mind-field from the mind of an Entity that is IN the Decay Cycle because it ‘fell’ from connection with its Source. From this state of decay, this Mental field that emanates from It carries the signature pattern of calcification & decay.


This is the web that we become ensnared in and entrained to. It catches us and attunes us to Itself (it’s the law of resonant frequency). You’d have to be extremely attuned to the Creator Source to stand a chance of negating it.


Exiting the Matrix


So here’s where the plot gets thick and you are offered your keys out of the Matrix: everything in the Matrix is designed to cut you off from the Divine Creator/Grace/Source too. Everything that cuts you off from the “Source of the Force” (as I sometimes like to call the Divine Creator), takes your power. Your power is the quantum of ‘Force from the Source.’


Here’s the Master Matrix Exit Key: You can determine what you need to be cleansed of by identifying all those things that cut you off from your ability to receive the current of Divine flow from Source. That is true “currency.” Money and material exchanges are false light currency.  But I digress!


The quickest way to understand what programs, beliefs, activities, aims, etc. need to be released in order to be cleansed at-large and cleansed specifically of the Matrix is to realize that anything and everything that is marked by stagnation or calcification needs to fall away from your thinking, your actions and your feelings.


What are these things? Everything you’ve been programmed to believe! As you go through this list (and eventually commit it to memory) think about how each one arrests flow and causes stagnation, calcification and decay within you, cutting you off from your connection to your Divine Creator.


I’m sharing all of this freely because it must be public domain.  But it does no one any good just to intellectualize it. The chains of this false light must be dislodged by you so they eventually crumble and fall away (a chunk or so of chains falling away every day is good). You must do the work. It’s hard work! The adjustments to your being will be made while you sleep so get lots of sleep as you do this noble work!


Ready? Here we go. Pick it up, look at it as the filth it is –how it cuts you off from Source flow (flow=grow=glow) and causes stagnation, calcification and decay in you instead:


  1. False-light-Feelings are a major category of false light code programming that must be cleansed. These feelings/reactions are pure filth (cause stagnation/decay):


fear (the root cause of all the below)

self pity
















self-indulgence (laziness/lack of discipline/sloth)


(note the deadly sins listed here – they are deadly because they are literally the death/decay harbingers). The virtues that restore them should be studied equally (chastity, temperance, charity, diligence, patience, kindness and humility).


  1. Values and Industries: Culture trains the above emotions into us through television and social mores but it also trains into us values from its various industries which are all sordid with the decay cycle. These inverted/perverted false-light industries are as follows:






Health care










There is nothing innocuous about any of these industries or their values. They each prey on our truth and cut us off from Divine Source. They each pervert a holy truth with a false light code. Think about it.


Now, for the most primal one:


  1. The Love Delusion: Discover how the Matrix has inverted our thinking around sexuality and love and in so doing destroyed family, divine sexual union and created imitations of love. It is heart breaking but everything we know about love, sexuality and family is inverted/perverted. Because of this we are brought into the world under sub-human conditions and subjected to unthinkable pain as children, despite how well-meaning our parents may have been. Under Matrix programming they simply passed the lies onto us. The perversions of love and sexuality, which have ruined the family, is the core way the Matrix keeps us locked in.


We cannot be free if we are under illusions of love and sexuality, if we are misappropriating them ourselves. We seal our doom through misguided sexuality and Matrix directed relationships which are based on objectification and exploitation.


Indeed, the world is awaiting a great sexual awakening but it is not the kind of sexual awakening people think of when they hear that term. The sexual revolution was just another descent into the grip of the Matrix. The Great Sexual Awakening is one that will grip each person with the reality of the effects of exploitation and objectification and sensory gratification. It will clarify the meaning of sacred union and require long periods of abstinence for healing and resetting.


So what has to happen is the tracking of what I have listed above. You have to reflect on every item I mentioned and see what cuts off your connection with Source and makes you think and express instead like the Entity emitting the Matrix-web that has caught you in It grip, choked of your power-Source.


The only way to cleanse this is to first understand that it is filth and why it is filth (literally) and that collusion with it will seal your doom to be like It and meet the same fate It will soon meet — death.


If you want out, you cannot merely intellectualize it and grasp it academically. You must stop colluding with the feelings, values, industries and misguided/inverted/perverted directives around love and sexuality. You must catch yourself mid-feeling, mid thought, mid action and stop it. Otherwise you will be sealed off from the Godhead/Divine Creator’s Flow.


Until you are out, you are a sitting duck, a fish out of water.


in loving service,


Natalia Rose

Money & the Matrix

Money & the Matrix

Money is Evil


Please release the false light code that has you believing that money is “just energy” and that we can use this energy in a spiritual framework to manifest material abundance for ourselves on earth and enjoy loads of money, cars, a big house, etc. These are false-light-manifestation teachings which keep you just as ensnared in and tempted by the Matrix – merely couched in New Age spiritual philosophy. It’s just another trap.


Money is evil. It is antithetical to our humanness – it is as ludicrous a concept as asking cells in the body to transact in a monetary format.


The only reason we believe money is a ‘must’ is because of the darkest Matrix programming which has only one mission: to keep us ignorant of our true light. It does this by drilling false light (false knowledge masquerading as true knowledge) into us. We collectively buy-in (allow the pun) even though nothing could feel so wrong or imbalanced or cause so much suffering. We override common sense and go with the entrainment.


Money Robs us of Our Energy Source


At the very least, while we still must, until the critical mass of awakened people is reached, let’s be conscious of the truth about the construct of money. It is designed to keep us out of abundance, not in abundance. It is designed to rob us of our energy source, not represent our energetic investment. Like all things of the Matrix, here we have yet another inversion/perversion of life, a reversing of truth.


Please do not try to spiritualize money. If you do that, you are desecrating the Creator and Creation and further distancing yourself from that Benevolent Source/Force.




Yes to abundance – abundance is a central quality of the Natural world (before man desecrates Her with Matrix programmed evil codes which he is not conscious of but nevertheless carries out, like a well-programmed robot).


Abundance would return and all would be restored to perfect balance if we walked away from money and any such form of trade like barter, which is no different.


The opposite of a monetary system is not poverty or lack. The opposite of concrete is not the absence of ground to stand on. It is earth underfoot – nourishing fertile earth. I think this is a rather good analogy.


Man is not inherently lazy – man doesn’t need money to be motivated to productivity. Man is inherently inspired and productive. But for the Matrix construct that has hijacked us, we would have more than we could even dream of – and not just material comforts but more joy, more inspiration, more innovation & creativity, more love, more beauty and beautiful relationships, more trust, more authenticity, more generosity & more aliveness in every way!


Glorifying an evil in any form, but namely for this conversation, money, only gives it more false light power. May we one day only know a “bank” as the land upon which a river gently laps.


in loving service,



Self-Care 2020: Canceling False Codes & Restoring True Light

Self-Care 2020: Canceling False Codes & Restoring True Light

Canceling False Codes


Taking care of oneself in today’s world takes on a much higher meaning and expression. What follows has always been the ideal but is now an urgent call:


To take care of yourself in these times is to build a fortress of incorruptible light in and around yourself. It is to cultivate a truly strong mind, free of mind-control, free of brainwashing and a heart so pure that you do not have any of your power drained by the typical inclinations common to the dark world we were all indoctrinated by.


We were not only indoctrinated with ideologies that undermined our light and our sovereignty but with ‘feeling-templates’ that caused us to develop what you might call demons in our hearts, “feeling-devils or “emotional pathogens” as you prefer. “Feeling devils” are emotions that undermine our light codes and sovereignty in the same way as evil thought forms in our mental field, just in a different center of our being (the emotional center).


We must become so vigilant over these undermining thoughts and feelings that were overlaid upon our true blueprint so we can dissolve them. ‘Thought/feeling-devils’ keep us out of our power. They are so sly that they convince us they are important so we prioritize these thoughts & feelings, unaware that we are behaving as slaves to a program. These false, overlaid codes that direct our thoughts & feelings are our chains, our cages, our shackles and our prison wardens.


What can you do about them? How can you cancel and dissolve them so as to restore your authentic, native, pure light codes? You can start by observing your thoughts and feelings rather than accepting and acting upon them. Trace them back to their origin, your Matrix coding. When you see them in their false light origin, you will be able to render them powerless. From there, you can instead choose thoughts and feelings that are in-line with the incorruptible light from which we come, that which we are.


How many of these false light codes can you identify in the course of an hour? More than you can possibly count. But try to note them down somehow and see the patterns and connections between them.


Its a huge challenge but I encourage you to track them. Unchecked, they feed on your life and multiply.  Catching these false codes is part of shadow work (the codes that run your life unnoticed are ‘in the shadows’). You overcome and set yourself free (from Matrix enslavement) by identifying them, not by deflecting your attention from them and pretending it’s not so (that will only keep you stuck).


As you catch them, remember not to criticize yourself. You’re winning when you catch whole hoards of them. It shows your strength; it’s not a weakness. It is also an act of great self-love to identify and dispel these false codes because as you identify them, you activate the conditions for the true codes to come forth and fill you with the real light! Always ask yourself (for this is the great litmus test between the real vs. false light): “Is this [thought/feeling] incorruptible? Does it contribute to my corrosion or to my embodiment of incorruptibility?” Incorruptibility is the only way home. Home is our embodiment of the Supreme Essence. This is why we must not think ill of anyone and keep our thoughts pure.


But please don’t mistake me: this does not mean we turn a blind eye to the evil in the world. It means that we can be warriors and slay these evils, staring them down while we remain uncorrupted by the sight of them. You can see the truth of the horrors of this moment in time and speak the truth with power and clarity. No need to hide or divert your eyes. Power is not running from the horrors of the 3-D world. The more you develop and embody the real (incorruptible) light, the more you can move across the battlefield saving the innocent and decapitating the vile enemy. The sun doesn’t get dirty or have it’s light diminished when it shines its cleansing rays upon a filthy, depraved city, for example. Love is fierce. True love is a force of incorruptible Spirit. That is what we can become! That is the focus of self-care in our times!


in loving service,