Individual Quest

Individual Quest

The Marker Within Each of Us


There is a marker within us that is as unique as our fingerprint. We come to discover it only once we have dissolved the Matrix enough to restore our true light. It is the marker of our Individual Quest.


This is one big reason why the individual must be given equal importance as the community, and not be silenced or washed out or shut down for some false ideal of communism or socialism. To do that is to shut down and wash away the fire of life.


If you are fortunate enough to have come to truly know your unique quest – your real ‘raison d’etre,’ you will be happy and satisfied in an unshakeable way. But we have to dissolve the Matrix to get to this treasure of our purpose/Quest.


We are not here to work for the Matrix but we are here to do important work! The difference between the two is stratospheric.


Unblock and Free Your Individual Quest


There is so much false light, unimaginable concentrations of inversions and perversions of death-imprint energies (masquerading as language, entertainment, nourishment, education, aspirations, responsibilities, etc.) saturating our energy field, bio-terrain and mental field, occluding our truth. It’s pointless to try to find your true purpose under all that garbage. But make no mistake, it is there.


You have a Quest that will deeply satisfying your reason for bringing your Spirit into a body in this timeline. The more you get rid of the garbage-ideologies, internal waste matter and entrained programming, the sooner you’ll reunite with that Quest and discover that deep satisfaction that sets you on your path of deeply fulfilling work.


in loving service,


Natalia Rose

Key Tools the False Light Uses: Eating & Sex

Key Tools the False Light Uses: Eating & Sex

Eating and Sex


Eating & sex are the two most misunderstood and erroneously executed practices here on earth.  Thanks to the Matrix, we have been trained to approach both with complete disregard to our sacred nature. As a result, both eating & sex destroy us.


Celibacy is like fasting. It resets your sexual ‘palate.’ It is crucial to revisit the origins of our programming around eating and sex. For as long as we do either (much less both) as our culture models to us, we further defile ourselves.


I challenge you to a period of fasting and/or a period of conscious celibacy as a way to restore the integrity of your physical and sexual fields. The healing required for both fields is extensive, but at least it may begin by these methods, if done properly.


All which we have culturally been directed to consume by mouth and through our sexual energy field is wrong. It is so wrong that it hijacks our innate truth (which largely explains why the world is as lost & depraved as it is today).


The truth about eating & sex has been inverted. The only way back is to set it all straight again. We must be quick to release the erroneous ideologies that have set us on a destructive path.


Contemplate it and trace all disease and the destruction of the family and the soul back to the perversions of food and sex. It is so simple, so obvious.


The more a person craves sexual gratification, the further they have distanced themselves from the Creator. The gratification they seek in the orgasm is the force of life from the Creator. But they instead receive a damaging, acidic, addictive form of that force – call it “false fire” or “false light.” This is the same with the consumption of false-fire foods and too much food.


The nearer you are to the Creator/Creative force, the fewer needs you have and the more clearly you perceive the value and correct engagement with sexuality & food.


These perversions, created from the inverted way the ‘false light’ operates is how we are subtly but systematically entrained to operate in sync with the false light. The false light grooms us from our first breath.


It’s a lot to accept but once you see it, you’ll get it. And once you get it, you can’t be deceived by it anymore (unless you choose to be).


You can be restored to your truth and power. This knowledge is central to true restoration, individually & collectively.


in loving service,


Natalia Rose